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Progressing..
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| I missed my caffeine addiction so much ! |
Auto-immune Hepatitis is da name!
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| liver painting copyrighted to Amami Antia-Obong |
I actually forgotten how many days have I been here but I think it's almost three and Alhamdulillah my condition is getting better. Even without the drips, antibiotic and such. Today, the expert just took my blood for the liver biopsy. This morning, my parent have agreed on the biopsy as we really need to know the conclusion, the answer. Hence, the blood test is to est whether my blood is thick enough or else it'll lead to serious bleeding problems when he biopsy is done. Oh, finally the name of my disease that have been a mystery for three whole weeks have been answered, roughly though but better than none. It's the Auto-immune Hepa. Which means my antibody is confuse which to protect and which to fight so my organ is in danger because of my own antibody system. But, it is still yet to be proven by the biopsy. So, we just have to wait and see after the biopsy going, and the result come out. Hopefully, it's nothing serious.
Extending the semester?
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| Neat drawing by Cheyenne Woods |
Yeah, i just felt like it was the best choice as I can't think of other way. It's either extending or taking many subject in a semester which is quite heavy for my brain capacity and also time. It is a workload as I saw my friends repeating subjects mostly having difficulties on arranging their schedules. I can't bear with organizing, I'm seriously bad at managing my time. Hence, it's better for me to take all my part three subject next semester, meaning I am DCS/4 next semester with all part three subjects. I don't mind though. The thing to consider is one, friend. I can't forever rely on my buddies right now, the also have a purpose to achieve here. Second is, money which my mom didn't really bother much so I need to reorganize my lifestyle to not burden my mom more. Third is, practical. Which most of the student didn't want to do, hence they need to grad on time. Yeah, i have that dream too. But, with this condition i just have to think wise because even my mom have practical once so I'm not worry on guidance. Also, I'm also kind of like challenge that is why I never refuse on being a leader even when I complaint about it a lot, it's because of the responsibilities. But, being a leader is fun and challenging. I love it, haha. After reconsidering my choices and character, I am very fine with it actually. So, I have ask the College's Representetives about how i'm gonna apply for next semester colege without enough stamps, done! I also have talk to the head of my course which is my very own java lecturer, she also guided me simply and I think it's doable. Now, i just need to contact the Academic Department for the Surat Cuti Khas and sent it to the TR to give a green light. Hopefully it'll all go well, amiin.
Turning into new leaf, looking forward to the future
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| Leggo~ |
I've tried to attempt with this one for the past 19 years of my life. It NEVER works. It is hard though but after a few weeks getting into the hospital, I decide on something new which is to never own a close friend which is not that bad for me because I am bad at friendship, I will ended up hurting someone. Hence I decided not to declare any